Loads of love.. I mean, hey it's a new blog, yaaay!

This is my first blog post ever. I remember my boyfriend asking me long time ago to create a blog, I tried and I failed. I have no idea why I decided today, the 25th of April at 12:40 am, to create a blog. It's probably because I felt like I can make a change. I hope I can make a change.
I think I should start by saying who I am...I think that's how they do it, right? But I don't do what others do, everything is a turn off if others are doing it... Anyway, I'll try to do that because I think that it's going to be helpful, or reasonable....
I'm May Mohamed Seoud, I'm 19 "19 we nos" is my answer when people ask me how old I am and I always finish the sentence with a big smile followed by "ana osayara bas ana kebira". I'm short, some people say that I'm very short others think that I'm normal, depends on how tall THEY are... I'm a DSB Abitur graduate, in case you know what that is, then you are awesome, if you don't then, maalesh *hug*.
I think I'm weird, very weird I think others think I'm weird, but they still hang out with me and love me and everything, which is kinda weird you know...but I'm happy, no need to complain.
A few days ago I found the website I created 6 years ago, it's a disaster, fedi7a, have no idea what the hell I was thinking back then, and yet, somehow it was one of the coolest websites 6 years ago, not even kidding, what I'm trying to say is, that, e77em, I hope, e7eem, that in 6 years, makonsh maksoofa fashkh mel blog da yaany.
Whatever.
I ate shawerma today for free. Usually people, or "most people I know" would be too embarrassed to get free food. I'm not, got even two sandwiches and one mango juice I think, it was awesome. I like people who like free stuff, and I don't get people who refuse to take/get free stuff, it doesn't mean that you are some kind of me3afen we poor, it just means that you are smart, they are offering you something, be smart and take it, and oh, they are doing that for a reason, so if you take whatever they are giving you it means that you are doing something good, you are helping them. Long story short, when they offer you free stuff, thank them and take it.
Good things...What are good things? Good things are things that make people or animals happy, and of course make YOU happy. Good things make God happy. Do good things, a lot of good things. You can feed a cat, kiss a baby, make an old woman smile, thank the driver, tell a guy that he looks good even if you don't know him, and smile when you see that girl, who doesn't know you, she might smile back, and she might not smile back, because she's not used to random people smiling at her like that.
I don't think life is complicated, not at all, I think life is beautiful or wait, life is beautiful if you think it's beautiful, it's always a state of mind you know...It depends on how YOU see things, I think I'm happy because I want to be happy, because I'm satisfied with who I am and I'm satisfied with what I have. I always tend to think or believe that what I have is the best. I think my friends are the best friends, my boyfriend is the best boyfriend, my mother is the best mother, my ipod is the best ipod, my school is the best school etc. makes me happy, try it, you'll be happy..
I talk too much, some people complain, like that guy complained today, but I didn't mind, I think he was funny, and for some weird reason criticizing me doesn't hurt or piss me off anymore, I stopped caring what others think, like literally, don't know if it's a good or a bad thing, but it sometimes scares me..I mean maybe I should care, but I don't...I can't, I'm happy like that, I don't care, I'm living my life the way I want and this is how it should be, don't think I'm living to entertain anyone, and after all I don't want to waste my life on useless shit such as "they like that so I'm gonna be that" Screw "they" who are "they" aslan?
Wasted life is the thing I don't want ever to go through, I think that this is basically the worst thing ever, like seriously, what could happen that is worse than wasting your life? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. I personally think a life is not wasted if you get to inspire someone or make someone happy. I think I inspired three people in my whole life, or actually in the last week, I think this was the only time I inspired people, but I don't mind because who cares when it happened or with how many people it happened? Aham 7aga en I did inspire people at some point of my life.
I think I should stop by now, because if I don't stop, I'm not going to stop, Ms. Obvious wrote that last sentence, I swear.
So e7eem, I have no idea how they do that, but I seriously would like to thank my awesome mother, my unique boyfriend, and the friends I love more than anything for like...you know...ins..loving me, like totally guys that means a lot, I know I'm a pain in the ass, and like I embarrass you like e77emm, all the time, but you know that I really love you.
So ladies and gentlemen, thank you for reading that, hope you guys come back, loads of love, and good night.
Damn, my blog is still in Arabic, don't know how to fix it, if you know, e-mail me, loads of love!