I came in ten minutes late, I'm never late, but I couldn't finish my assignment last night and therefore had to finish it today. They were writing in the journal, today's topic was "Describe the one thing you can't live without". First thing that came to my mind was my iPod and then my books. I put my bag on the table and sat down. It took me about 3 minutes to realize that the most important thing in my life is neither my i Pod nor my books. The professor asked two girls to share what they wrote with the rest of the class. I was next. I hesitated at first.. "Love", I said. "Love is the one thing I can't live without, I'm talking about the love the family and the friends give us and by love I mean things like support. Love is what the human kind needs. I fight a lot with people because they can't hope or because they don't have faith. Faith is what keeps people going, what makes them want to be better, and you'll only be able to have faith and to hope if you know how to love."
They say the heart loves and the eyes judge, which is kind of true. We don't judge with our hearts but we do with our eyes, how come our eyes stopped focusing on the beauty of others and concentrated on the flaws instead? How come I never realized that helpful person inside and only saw the face that never smiled? Why didn't I see those sad eyes? It's because I judged. I judged and I didn't love. I judged and forgot what faith was all about. Forgot that faith shines in everyone. But I'm a human, I make mistakes. But a human also learns. I, like others, have to learn from my mistakes.
Faith, hope and acceptance are all part of love. If you love then you need to accept. And if you accept then you'll have hope. And when you have hope you'll have faith. And faith makes people happy. Love, and remember that you can't look into their hearts, so don't judge. Be happy.
4/25/2012
B- for Beautiful. M- for Motivation.
This is my second post in less than 24 hours. F.S. told me that she'll be checking my blog everyday and I didn't feel like disappointing her. She's beautiful, like M.H.S who signed up to help me solve this language problem. I sometimes find myself speechless, not knowing what I should be saying or doing in order to show appreciation. Beautiful are they all, M.O. who commented saying that I already inspire her after sharing my blog with a lot of people and I.K. who made sure while giving me feedback to say at least once every two minutes that my blog is great. Also A.K. and R.A. who apparently do read my tweets carefully and check the things I tweet. Thank you guys, you are beautiful :) Beauty is what makes them all special, it's not the beautiful face or body that I'm talking about, it's the beauty from within. People are beautiful creatures. I don't get why some people say that they hate "Humans". I mean isn't that a shame? God gave humans everything, made them superior and loved them more than the world and suddenly some people come and talk about how much they hate the human kind. I think this is kind of unfair. If you hate the people around you then maybe you didn't have enough time to understand them, maybe you should start loving yourself first, or maybe you are not giving them enough chances to show you how beautiful they are. I think my people are beautiful. They make me smile and make me happy, maybe I'm blessed or maybe it's the state of mind I talked about before.
Something beautiful people always do is motivating others. 3 years ago, I went with N.M. and L.M. to a place that completely changed my life. There, I had to learn the skills of writing. I learned a lot and got to hang out with people who had more skill and were much better than me. But unfortunately I made one of the biggest mistakes ever. I started believing that I'm not good enough and that they were all much better (which is true btw) and therefore I simply had to stop "to not embarrass" myself. Time passed and when people asked me about the things I regret the most, I said writing. I always explained that I'm not good enough at it, and that it's not my thing, but deep down I knew that I loved writing. A few weeks ago, H.A.H was talking to N.H who needed writers to write in the SU newspaper and told her about me. I was embarrassed and went all like "Yaany kan lazem te2olaha eny betnayel akteb?" But apparently N.H. thought I was good at writing and I got two articles published and surprisingly I got some positive feedback. Also apparently H.A.H did me a favor without realizing it. And here I am, motivated because of the beautiful people who are with me, writing my second blog post. Beautiful people make you do your best, they bring the best out of you, they make you happy and they put a smile on your face. Love your people, show them love and wait for them to make your days brighter. Beautiful people make my days brighter :)
P.S.
I.K. you are reading this now, you are the first to read it, because I promised you. Thank you, for motivating me and always being awesome.
L.M. I'll change the background that you don't like as soon as I find one that I like more. And yes, if something disturbs you then it needs to be changed.
N.M. I still remember the time I told you that I'm not that confident at writing and I remember your positive attitude. I love you.
One last thing, M.H.S I have no idea why you are that awesome, but I just realized that without your help and your care I'd be missing a lot, also the blog would be in Arabic.
Something beautiful people always do is motivating others. 3 years ago, I went with N.M. and L.M. to a place that completely changed my life. There, I had to learn the skills of writing. I learned a lot and got to hang out with people who had more skill and were much better than me. But unfortunately I made one of the biggest mistakes ever. I started believing that I'm not good enough and that they were all much better (which is true btw) and therefore I simply had to stop "to not embarrass" myself. Time passed and when people asked me about the things I regret the most, I said writing. I always explained that I'm not good enough at it, and that it's not my thing, but deep down I knew that I loved writing. A few weeks ago, H.A.H was talking to N.H who needed writers to write in the SU newspaper and told her about me. I was embarrassed and went all like "Yaany kan lazem te2olaha eny betnayel akteb?" But apparently N.H. thought I was good at writing and I got two articles published and surprisingly I got some positive feedback. Also apparently H.A.H did me a favor without realizing it. And here I am, motivated because of the beautiful people who are with me, writing my second blog post. Beautiful people make you do your best, they bring the best out of you, they make you happy and they put a smile on your face. Love your people, show them love and wait for them to make your days brighter. Beautiful people make my days brighter :)
P.S.
I.K. you are reading this now, you are the first to read it, because I promised you. Thank you, for motivating me and always being awesome.
L.M. I'll change the background that you don't like as soon as I find one that I like more. And yes, if something disturbs you then it needs to be changed.
N.M. I still remember the time I told you that I'm not that confident at writing and I remember your positive attitude. I love you.
One last thing, M.H.S I have no idea why you are that awesome, but I just realized that without your help and your care I'd be missing a lot, also the blog would be in Arabic.
4/24/2012
Loads of love.. I mean, hey it's a new blog, yaaay!
This is my first blog post ever. I remember my boyfriend asking me long time ago to create a blog, I tried and I failed. I have no idea why I decided today, the 25th of April at 12:40 am, to create a blog. It's probably because I felt like I can make a change. I hope I can make a change.
I think I should start by saying who I am...I think that's how they do it, right? But I don't do what others do, everything is a turn off if others are doing it... Anyway, I'll try to do that because I think that it's going to be helpful, or reasonable....
I'm May Mohamed Seoud, I'm 19 "19 we nos" is my answer when people ask me how old I am and I always finish the sentence with a big smile followed by "ana osayara bas ana kebira". I'm short, some people say that I'm very short others think that I'm normal, depends on how tall THEY are... I'm a DSB Abitur graduate, in case you know what that is, then you are awesome, if you don't then, maalesh *hug*.
I think I'm weird, very weird I think others think I'm weird, but they still hang out with me and love me and everything, which is kinda weird you know...but I'm happy, no need to complain.
A few days ago I found the website I created 6 years ago, it's a disaster, fedi7a, have no idea what the hell I was thinking back then, and yet, somehow it was one of the coolest websites 6 years ago, not even kidding, what I'm trying to say is, that, e77em, I hope, e7eem, that in 6 years, makonsh maksoofa fashkh mel blog da yaany.
Whatever.
I ate shawerma today for free. Usually people, or "most people I know" would be too embarrassed to get free food. I'm not, got even two sandwiches and one mango juice I think, it was awesome. I like people who like free stuff, and I don't get people who refuse to take/get free stuff, it doesn't mean that you are some kind of me3afen we poor, it just means that you are smart, they are offering you something, be smart and take it, and oh, they are doing that for a reason, so if you take whatever they are giving you it means that you are doing something good, you are helping them. Long story short, when they offer you free stuff, thank them and take it.
Good things...What are good things? Good things are things that make people or animals happy, and of course make YOU happy. Good things make God happy. Do good things, a lot of good things. You can feed a cat, kiss a baby, make an old woman smile, thank the driver, tell a guy that he looks good even if you don't know him, and smile when you see that girl, who doesn't know you, she might smile back, and she might not smile back, because she's not used to random people smiling at her like that.
I don't think life is complicated, not at all, I think life is beautiful or wait, life is beautiful if you think it's beautiful, it's always a state of mind you know...It depends on how YOU see things, I think I'm happy because I want to be happy, because I'm satisfied with who I am and I'm satisfied with what I have. I always tend to think or believe that what I have is the best. I think my friends are the best friends, my boyfriend is the best boyfriend, my mother is the best mother, my ipod is the best ipod, my school is the best school etc. makes me happy, try it, you'll be happy..
I talk too much, some people complain, like that guy complained today, but I didn't mind, I think he was funny, and for some weird reason criticizing me doesn't hurt or piss me off anymore, I stopped caring what others think, like literally, don't know if it's a good or a bad thing, but it sometimes scares me..I mean maybe I should care, but I don't...I can't, I'm happy like that, I don't care, I'm living my life the way I want and this is how it should be, don't think I'm living to entertain anyone, and after all I don't want to waste my life on useless shit such as "they like that so I'm gonna be that" Screw "they" who are "they" aslan?
Wasted life is the thing I don't want ever to go through, I think that this is basically the worst thing ever, like seriously, what could happen that is worse than wasting your life? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. I personally think a life is not wasted if you get to inspire someone or make someone happy. I think I inspired three people in my whole life, or actually in the last week, I think this was the only time I inspired people, but I don't mind because who cares when it happened or with how many people it happened? Aham 7aga en I did inspire people at some point of my life.
I think I should stop by now, because if I don't stop, I'm not going to stop, Ms. Obvious wrote that last sentence, I swear.
So e7eem, I have no idea how they do that, but I seriously would like to thank my awesome mother, my unique boyfriend, and the friends I love more than anything for like...you know...ins..loving me, like totally guys that means a lot, I know I'm a pain in the ass, and like I embarrass you like e77emm, all the time, but you know that I really love you.
So ladies and gentlemen, thank you for reading that, hope you guys come back, loads of love, and good night.
Damn, my blog is still in Arabic, don't know how to fix it, if you know, e-mail me, loads of love!
I think I should start by saying who I am...I think that's how they do it, right? But I don't do what others do, everything is a turn off if others are doing it... Anyway, I'll try to do that because I think that it's going to be helpful, or reasonable....
I'm May Mohamed Seoud, I'm 19 "19 we nos" is my answer when people ask me how old I am and I always finish the sentence with a big smile followed by "ana osayara bas ana kebira". I'm short, some people say that I'm very short others think that I'm normal, depends on how tall THEY are... I'm a DSB Abitur graduate, in case you know what that is, then you are awesome, if you don't then, maalesh *hug*.
I think I'm weird, very weird I think others think I'm weird, but they still hang out with me and love me and everything, which is kinda weird you know...but I'm happy, no need to complain.
A few days ago I found the website I created 6 years ago, it's a disaster, fedi7a, have no idea what the hell I was thinking back then, and yet, somehow it was one of the coolest websites 6 years ago, not even kidding, what I'm trying to say is, that, e77em, I hope, e7eem, that in 6 years, makonsh maksoofa fashkh mel blog da yaany.
Whatever.
I ate shawerma today for free. Usually people, or "most people I know" would be too embarrassed to get free food. I'm not, got even two sandwiches and one mango juice I think, it was awesome. I like people who like free stuff, and I don't get people who refuse to take/get free stuff, it doesn't mean that you are some kind of me3afen we poor, it just means that you are smart, they are offering you something, be smart and take it, and oh, they are doing that for a reason, so if you take whatever they are giving you it means that you are doing something good, you are helping them. Long story short, when they offer you free stuff, thank them and take it.
Good things...What are good things? Good things are things that make people or animals happy, and of course make YOU happy. Good things make God happy. Do good things, a lot of good things. You can feed a cat, kiss a baby, make an old woman smile, thank the driver, tell a guy that he looks good even if you don't know him, and smile when you see that girl, who doesn't know you, she might smile back, and she might not smile back, because she's not used to random people smiling at her like that.
I don't think life is complicated, not at all, I think life is beautiful or wait, life is beautiful if you think it's beautiful, it's always a state of mind you know...It depends on how YOU see things, I think I'm happy because I want to be happy, because I'm satisfied with who I am and I'm satisfied with what I have. I always tend to think or believe that what I have is the best. I think my friends are the best friends, my boyfriend is the best boyfriend, my mother is the best mother, my ipod is the best ipod, my school is the best school etc. makes me happy, try it, you'll be happy..
I talk too much, some people complain, like that guy complained today, but I didn't mind, I think he was funny, and for some weird reason criticizing me doesn't hurt or piss me off anymore, I stopped caring what others think, like literally, don't know if it's a good or a bad thing, but it sometimes scares me..I mean maybe I should care, but I don't...I can't, I'm happy like that, I don't care, I'm living my life the way I want and this is how it should be, don't think I'm living to entertain anyone, and after all I don't want to waste my life on useless shit such as "they like that so I'm gonna be that" Screw "they" who are "they" aslan?
Wasted life is the thing I don't want ever to go through, I think that this is basically the worst thing ever, like seriously, what could happen that is worse than wasting your life? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. I personally think a life is not wasted if you get to inspire someone or make someone happy. I think I inspired three people in my whole life, or actually in the last week, I think this was the only time I inspired people, but I don't mind because who cares when it happened or with how many people it happened? Aham 7aga en I did inspire people at some point of my life.
I think I should stop by now, because if I don't stop, I'm not going to stop, Ms. Obvious wrote that last sentence, I swear.
So e7eem, I have no idea how they do that, but I seriously would like to thank my awesome mother, my unique boyfriend, and the friends I love more than anything for like...you know...ins..loving me, like totally guys that means a lot, I know I'm a pain in the ass, and like I embarrass you like e77emm, all the time, but you know that I really love you.
So ladies and gentlemen, thank you for reading that, hope you guys come back, loads of love, and good night.
Damn, my blog is still in Arabic, don't know how to fix it, if you know, e-mail me, loads of love!
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